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Sunday, January 31, 2010,

And I finally went to explore Raffles Design Institution!
It was like an amazing place!
I really loved it there.

I went with Carissa yesterday and started with the 'Fashion Spy' workshop.
But she wanted us to walk around the streets to take like 5o pictures and come back and present to her or something.
That will take time so we decided not to.

Then we went on the the Interior Design exhibition.
Now at this point, I am still not getting the whole concept to having a passion for Interior Design.
I just have zero interest at it.
Just keep that in mind for now.

So to drag time a little bit we walked around campus.
We walked to the soccer match and around to some weird building.
We just got pulled in to play and explore the Business stuff.
Fun but no, I'm not gonna do Business.
It's like the last thing I'll do.

After, we proceeded to B203 for the 'Color My Space' Interior Design workshop.
There weren't many people.
Only Carissa and I.
LOL!
Well, it's actually a good thing because we have all her attention!
The lady's called Rozah Lopez and she's a very friendly person.
We were suppose to revamp a room.
I took the bedroom and Carissa choose the living room.
The 3 of us just started exploring the color schemes and Rozah got us working in no time at all.
Once I got into it, I realised I was having so much fun focusing on my idea!
Rozah provided lots of help and all and we all had fun know a little more of the course each minute.
And once my revamped bedroom is completed, I got a lot more interested in Interior Design!
Well, at least I know I have a passion in that too.Then we went to the library to catch the Fashion show.
But a little bit boring larh.
Because the there's not much people and there's not a proper runway.

BUT we got to see 2 987 DJs!The ex-AM MAYHEM CREW!
They're like my favorite thing to listen to in the morning!
But it's like over now.

We took the AVATAR quiz!
This is my score:
Logic-2
Bodily Kinesthetics -7
Musical/Rhythmic Intelligence -10

WOOHOO! I'm stupid but very physical and creative!

Then Carissa left first and I waited for Xinyang.
Yupp.
Xinyang.
It's been to long, seriously!
She was like the team leader to tell everyone to do stuff on this final year collection.
But I also feel for her.
I don't think I'll like to work with a team of 15/16 people.
Headache arh.
Everyone's different and have different taste.

And in the morning, their Menswear were rejected because it's too European.
The theme's Cubism.
It's like abstract art with downplayed colors.
In other words, fugly.
Wow.
And it's due next week so ya, die lorh.

Anyways, the 2 of us went to have lunch/dinner and went to KPO at her house.
Not bad leh, at ORCHARD!
OMG!
Behind Paragon!
I wanna live in ORCHARD!
Her house really not bad sia.
I love it a lot!
She showed me her work and everything.
So cool.
Living alone somemore.
I also wan!

Then we went out to meet TK.
HAHA!
Wanted to go clubbing so Xinyang gave him a pair of her homework.
Seriously.
Her homework, a pair of jeans!
LOL! So cool right?

But we walk here and there and everywhere and then MRT-ed to Powerhouse.
And at the door, we can't go in because I was underage!
OMG!
So embarrassing cos her friends were there too!
Too bad!
But her friends drove us to Old School to have some drinks.
Old School is like the best place among the many bars in Singapore.
The drinks are cheap, they have live music and it's open-air.
TK and I were talking and loving the music and atmosphere at the same time.
And I now truly believe I have a ear and the mind capacity for music.
And the both of us got free drinks! (Whoops!)
we wanted to head to Zirca after Old School closed but we were very sleepy already.
So when we reached the entrance of Zirca (and of course, they drove us there), TK and I decided to cab home first while leaving them to club.
TK is such a neh-neh, BTW.
I'm just saying.
Yupps.
I hate myself for not being able to drink!

BTW, in the toilet next to the entrance, there's a condom vending machine.
Only 3 bucks per pack of 3 (I think).
Comes with the Original and Strawberry flavor!
COOLNESS!

So I bathed, tried to use my Lappy but really headache and tired too.
Then I finished my green tea and hit the hay.
Wow I'm happy yesterday!
And I'll definitely want to enter RDI too!

8:52 AM

Monday, January 25, 2010,

Right now, I feel so tired.
Both physically and mentally.
There seems to be a million and one things to complete and there's so little time.
It's only the first 2 weeks of J2 life.
Now I'm thinking 'Do I really want this? Doing stuff that'll not even be relevant in the future?' I'm too busy to even have a life now but I just can't bring myself to slow down.
Teachers don't seem to be of much help either.
Instead, they're like the Devil's advocates.
Friends? Well, I don't have many of them left.
And seriously, do I want my Mom to worry about me when my sister is just starting to grow up?
She have enough to brainstorm about.
I barely have time to finish my tutorials for some reason.
File checks are largely to be blamed.
I rarely sort my stuff into files unless they're gonna be of any help.

I need help in my Maths.
Seriously.

Today, I raised a Maths tutorial question.
He thought I only wanted to copy the solution.
Then he became a bit agitated as he thought we all need to have the concepts right first.
Well, I was gonna ask him to help me with my Maths from square 1.
After today, I'm starting to change my mind.

Maybe Ms Lee's right.
I've lost my motivation.
I do need a change in environment.
I'm not studying well now.

Does anyone know that I am putting on a face so people don't worry about me?
Maybe I should take off that layer of muscles right now.
I'm very tired smiling all the time.

It's good that I still have this little space to fill my thoughts with.
I don't have anyone to go to anymore.
Still, it doesn't help much.
Because the tension is still there.

I want to slow it down and enjoy the scene.
Am I even allowed to do that?

11:50 PM

Saturday, January 16, 2010,

Wow.
What happened while I was gone?
When I came back, I felt so sad.
I'm talking about school here.

Everything is so different now.
I guess, maybe I'm J2 already.
But still, it's not like last year at all.

New P's a little anal but who can blame her?
Really, it's the people.
Ever since the current J3s left, it's so quiet.
Gosh, I miss them so much.
Having almost no friends totally sucks.

See, after all, I'm alone.
I'm glad I went for prom or else, I don't know too.

And shit, 'A' level year already.
This is so fucking bad.

There are people who asked about HK but what is there to say?
It's my hometown and all I can tell you is that it's quite cold and the places I went with my family.
Like WTF.
Kinda annoying actually.

Bumped into Aiksong in school on my first day of J2 life.
I was so glad, really.
Cos he's one of them that can keep me genuinely happy.

I meet some more yesterday too.
So so so so glad to have them back actually, even though I don't know how to tell them that.

I wonder how long I'll last this year.
Hopefully, after I survive my last paper.

Xinyang's graduating!
I'm looking forward to her Graduation show!
Well, besides that and freedom after A's, nothing else to look forward to this year.

And I want Miss Wong back.
I'll miss her lessons.

And finally, something I've been forgetting about the last 2 days.
Valeo.

12:17 PM

Monday, January 04, 2010,

And yupp, 31st Dec is my Extreme Emo day.
Like WTF.

Super emo that day.
No mood to do anything.
Sian.
Not even 70% off at Zara's excite me.
My mom got to to walk a little bit more.
She saw me trying on these boots.
Even though it's like S$400, she said I could have it.
Still I didn't feel like buying it cos I was so depressed that day.
I kinda regret it now cos I REALLY, REALLY loved them and she's flying back to Singapore with my sister already, right now.

I can't wait to return Singapore.
Seriously.
But then it's boring time again.

I'll miss the beautiful people here.
Can't remember the faces on the streets that well.
But seriously, Hong Kong has like so much more beautiful people.
Especially guys.
They have so much healthier and even better looks.

Didn't go to many place this time round.
Don't know why.
But we went to Lantau Island last Saturday.
So cool.
But it was all foggy everywhere.
And really cold.
I like it even though you can see only clouds all around you and it's super cold.

I may be going to Ocean Park again this Sunday.
Cousin's birthday lo.
hmmm...

People I've already met: Brian, Eric, Hans, the other Eric.

Should've contact more people.
Maybe they're like super free to play with me.

Coming back next Wednesday.
Skipping 3 days of school sia.
Coolness.

1:19 PM

Friday, December 18, 2009,

Ah...

Sick.

I rarely become sick.

So rare you can call it the new diamond.

Omg.

Fuck.

I hate being sick.

Must be Koh Tee Kai's fault.

I think I caught his kick-ass, highly contagious flu bug infection from prom.

And yes.

Stalkers.

Keep your words to yourself unless you want to see your dirty little secrets of Stalk-ology right here in this space.

Just stop being all bitchy.

It's awfully revolting and perhaps, blatantly annoying.

Just finished using the fucking $65 in the fucking prepaid card.

I'm getting a new one.

And I don't wanna go to the same shop.

Shit.

Where else can I buy a prepaid card?

Apparently buddies in Singapore miss me a lot.

But hey, it's mutual.

Super cold here in HK.

But I really love the cold.

Kinda bored in HK still.

Need someone to take me out.

I wanna need to go clubbing.

Just had medicine like 30 seconds ago.

OMG.

2:14 PM

Monday, December 14, 2009,

HELLO PEOPLE!

I'm currently in HK and missing everyone!

Prom was so much fun, like seriously.
Too bad I was kinda sick that evening.
(tsk, tk's fault, tsk, tsk...)
Still, I won a Starbuck's voucher!
No one wanted to go up that runway and win something so simple sia.
OMG. It's like what I always want to do or something.

Then I went on to Supperclub with our buddies!
And I got really drunk and had to be carried home.
Yupp.
And I had to catch the flight to HK the next day.
While I was drunk, I sent ridiculous msges to people and all.
It's super embarrassing.
Burp, Hidayah and Syira came before my flight to send me off.
AAWWWWWW.....
Seriously, you've got to learn to love people like them.
I'm sounding a bit like Dominic, like seriously.

Not doing the elf job this Christmas, sorry.
It was a major miscommunication.
LOL.
So boring in HK.
Not many friends.
Internet so difficult to find.
And the FUCKING IDIOTIC PHONE OPERATOR!
OMG!
I can call and send msges but I can't receive them!
Like WTF?!
OMG!
I called the customer service hotline and he said it's not their fault.
LIKE WTF!
It's totally their fault!
I consider myself conned.
Getting another number from another company soon.

In my family, no one is around my age.
Either too young or too old.
WTF.
Now you understand why it's so boring, eh?
I wanna try clubbing in HK.
No one to go with.
URGH.

Went out shopping with family yesterday and the day before.
Didn't buy anything much.
Only a pair of jeans and a green shirt.
Gonna hunt for more shirts.
Not enough shirts already.

Yeah, everyone misses me.
I know.
Like me too.
OMG!
Not easy to get Internet over here.
I'm trying to find something in my mind to fill up this space but there's only -nil-.
Fine.

xoxo.

2:07 PM

Sunday, December 06, 2009,

Going to HK in 2 days!
YAY!
I'll miss Singapore but not to much, really.

Last Monday, everyone died after staying over at my house.
HAHA!
But it's so fun lah!
Watching boring movies and falling asleep was dumb.
HAHA!

Went to play L4D the next morning.
Or afternoon.
When I'm half an hour early and everyone's late.
I waited for almost an hour sia.
HAHA!
All sleeping like pigs with their eardrums removed.
After I sat down for more than half an hour, Hendy came by.
Then Syria,who was there a bit earlier and didn't see me, arrived.
And Gadis came last but we still waited for nothing.
HAHA!
We don't know what we were waiting for!
WOOTS!
Then we MRT-ed to the LAN shop at Dhoby Ghaut.
Wah! The shop owner damn fucking rude sia.
HATE HIM!
Then more people came in to play with us.
I was like the noobest of them all.
HAHA!
Took 175 home after that.

Went to Orchard again on Friday.
Saw so many people shopping there too.
LOL!
So dumb.
So tired too.

Then round 2 at Orchard with Carissa and Burp on Saturday again.
Like OMG!
Saw Rachel working at Paragon.
YAY!
HAHAHAHAHA!

The fucking silver bow tie is still not coming to me!
OMG!
Freaking out sia!
Everything's fine except the missing bow tie, my pimple outbreak and my ugly hair right now.
OMG!
How to go prom like that sia!
Can't believe this.
I hope the bow tie comes tomorrow afternoon just in time.
I'm so sad right now I bet it's the cause of my pimple outbreak.
Stupid prom.
URGH!

So ya, see you all tomorrow at the prom.
Can't wait!
Awesome!

xoxo

10:06 PM